Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Twin Sized Fitted Sheets

I've decided
I want to be with you
long enough to figure out how to fold
those stupid fitted sheets.
Because as much as I do know,
I've never figured that one out.

I've also never been able to understand
the way your fingers,
tracing the curve of my jaw,
can make me lose all sense of language

I'd never appriciated the beauty cliches must have held,
but now that I know you
I want to paste them along the outline of your skin

rewrite them
so they fit just you
like those damn cornered sheets

Creased in a way so much easier
to breathe into your being
than to stack and hide
in a closet.

--

And maybe it's a good thing
to have two sets of sheets.
I can strip the mattress,
cover blue again
with brown maybe this time,
instead of red.

Though like this
only one set will ever smell
like you.

Only one set will hold
the memory of your hand on my waist,
your fingers tracing the curve of my jaw.

And if I have two sets
I have to fold fitted fabric.
Thin.
Flat.
Unobtrusive so it
will stay on the middle shelf of my closet
until the ones on my bed smell
too much like me and
not enough like you and
I have to unfold my two-handed handy work,

stretching elastic over corners
so that the only scents are unscented
detergent and week and a half old
dryer lint

--

So the next time I feel your fingers
tracing the curve of my jaw
I will laugh

because I know you still won't be here the next time
I'm folding fitted sheets,

and that's okay.

For now I have figured out
how to stack empty pillow cases in the lower corner
place flat
over fitted
and keep the shelf in my closet level

I will breathe rewritten cliches into your skin
and wait for a day
when we're folding our sheets together.

Letters

-Response to Allison Prick's Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?-

Yesterday my boots soaked through,
but this morning the sky holds, grey
standing high choosing not to interfere with tree tops
and falling leaves

I put a letter in the post today,
the usual lines saying I miss you.
That I want to see you again.
You will write back with the same thing
and I will wish you would tell me more
about the color of the leaves,
because somehow your branches are already coated in white.
Somehow your sun falls before it can color the clouds in my eyes.
Somehow we continue to breathe repeated words into static phone lines
moving each other as the world moves beneath us.

The Written World

-Response to Jeffery McDaniel's The Quiet World-



In an effort to reverse the times,
and also to appease the English teachers,
the government has decided
to abolish keyboards and give
each person pens, paper
and postage stamps.

When I answer a memo I blot harsh words from
my answer. In our classes
we learn to take notes again.
I am adjusting quickly to the new rules.

Late at night I count my postage stamps,
allot two stamps a night to send my long distance lover
and write small to save ink.

When her letters are short she softly says
she has no more ink. So instead she
scratches I love you
into the bottom inches of paper.
After that, only lipstick stains the page.

Summer Camping

-Response to Grapevine Fires, Death Cab for Cutie-




It was one hundred degrees
the dry ground matched the sky

we played in the dirt as smoke
rose in the hills and our mothers sipped wine
from plastic glasses

when the red sun matched the fire
embers burned in the trees and helicopters
circled the mountain dropping
oversized water balloons
memories of summer

as the air cooled we crawled into tents
remembering reality where fire was no more than
contained circles of orange;
a strike-anywhere match.

the trees still burned in the morning.

October Seventeen, Two Thousand Ten

-Response to Trevor Carolan's My Old Master Eats Cherries-


old is a better fit than any
number I could cut and paste to his body

this man with no age
and no name
wears a red coat in mid October

he whispers when he orders his meal
as though his vocal cords would crumble
under the force of his words

hesitating, he leans on his cane, appears
too proud to ask my help,
so I offer.
Carry his food to a table
as behind me he stumbles even with support.

I cannot decipher his emotion
lying between resentment and thanks
slow movements bring food to his lips

he moves sporadically for the door when he leaves
the sight breaks my heart and
for once I don’t mind the mess on the table.

Shake the Dust

This is for the romantics
This is for the kids who grew up on Silverstien poems
And those growing up building character on 140 characters or less

This is for the letter writers
This is for the five year olds in plastic Cinderella shoes
Matching the patterned footsteps of their mothers’ leather heels

This is for the bus drivers

Shake the dust.

This is for the runners
This is for the people who didn’t believe in love
And the people who don’t anymore

Shake the dust


This is for the florists and the bakers and the painters
For those who see the faded beauty in clichés
This is for the readers

Shake the dust.


This is for the girls with too much eyeliner
For the gamers with too much free time
This is for the parents who do not have children because their children grew too quickly

Shake the dust,

Pull back the curtain and let the sun fade the antique furniture pulled from your attic
Shake the dust

Leave the picnic blanket in the rain and let the ants carry away grains of bread
Shake the dust

Stand in the snow without a jacket a revel in the fact that you are alive
Shake the dust

This is for the dreamers.

Shake the dust.

Sunday

White noise and television static cover the view as half seen droplets dye gray concrete to a darker tone. Upturned leaves bend to form heavy frowns as smiles are transferred to twisted roots hidden underground. Green moss deepens in shade against a shed roof one storm closer to needing replaced. Light sky contrasts reaching limbs and the air hangs heavy with the feel of Sunday morning.